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Hello and welcome to another episode of the Meet and Greet Barbecue Podcast.
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We are lucky enough today to be able to introduce to you Kate O.
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Driscoll.
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You can find her on Instagram.
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She's a fantastic uh barbecuer, uh cook, uh barista, even.
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And have a look at her Instagram account.
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I would say it's worth doing that before you listen to what you're about to hear.
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Without much further ado, here's Kate.
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Hi, Kate.
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Thank you so much for joining us today.
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Um, for anyone who doesn't know, please do introduce yourself.
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Okay, so my name's Kate O'Driscoll and Kate O'Driscoll, Food Bear Life on Instagram.
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Um, I'm basically a backyard barbecue person, and um yeah, I live in the island.
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I've lived here for about verging on 20 years.
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Now I moved over with my job and I never left, and um I've been kind of barbecuing for about the last five years and loving the journey.
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Amazing.
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So, how how did that start for you?
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Uh, considering your following on Instagram and the cooks you're producing, five years doesn't feel like that long.
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So, how did you get into it?
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Yeah, well, I've been on the Instagram since about 2016, and I just started like documenting sort of everyday food and life, and you know, I was all I've always been into craft beer as well, so it was the big thing as well.
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But the barbecue side of things is fairly recent, and um it was pretty much the most ironic way you could possibly imagine getting into cooking with fire because we had a house fire.
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Well, not a house fire, more like more a garden fire.
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So in February 2000.
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Yeah, yeah, there's always a story behind everything.
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February 21, um, kind of just on the verge, you know, just leaving kind of lockdown and all of that kind of COVID kind of stuff.
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Um my husband was still working from home and um he'd had the fire on all day in the house.
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And um we always put the ashes out into the shed, which was about a meter away from the side of the house.
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And he'd been putting ashes out there.
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We've been putting ashes out there for the last 16 years, but we never thought anything up into a metal bucket, nice lid, you know, whatever.
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And um later on that night with forecast snow, and he looked out of the window because he heard some kind of crackling and opened the curtains and just went, holy.
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And I'm just like, oh my god, it's snow, it's snow, we've got to lay out.
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So I opened the other side of the curtains and went, holy, and the whole garden was on fire.
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The shed was just like up like a tinder box.
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It was just so incredibly scary.
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Like, you know, don't put flames and um fire brigade, blah blah blah.
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Um, whole garden was burnt out.
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Um, the shed obviously gone and everything in it.
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The side of our house pretty much copped a lot of it, um, but only for the wind going in the direction it was, the house was saved.
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And long story short, my little 22.99 trolley barbecue from Lidl perished in the fire.
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And with the insurance money, thank goodness, um, my husband said, Let's get one of those uh fancy um egg-shaped barbecues from like Japan.
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And I was like, What?
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And he was like, Yeah, it'd be really cool.
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Let's get one of those like egg-shaped barbecues.
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And I was like, What?
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I mean, what do you mean?
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Egg-shaped barbecues?
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Like, yeah, they're called a kamado or something.
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I was like, never heard of it, don't want anything to do with it.
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Um, if you want to spend nearly a thousand euro on something that's never gonna get used, maybe once in June, once in August, on you know, the nice day, and you know, you want to do that, uh that's on you.
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I'm not having anything to do with this thing.
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So the thing arrived, and it was just an unbranded um Camado, and we just set it up.
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Well, I I say I he set it up because I wasn't having anything to do with the thing, and um I looked at it for a couple of days looking a bit lonely, so I thought, right, I may light it up and give it a go.
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So basically, long story short, lit it up, and I've been out in the garden for the last five years.
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My barkee collection has grown considerably, and um, yeah, it's a journey, I'm loving it.
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Yeah, so uh, I mean, that that is a hell of a story to kick off the episode for for sure.
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I was almost expecting you to say, while there was 30-foot flames, we just grabbed a couple of skewers, stuck a steak on, and yeah, made some s'mores.
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Yeah, exactly.
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Um, so where where are you now with your your collection?
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I'm always interested to know what what collection people have.
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And well, do you know the collection is kind of a as you probably know, it's a never-ending kind of thing.
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It's like I got the the unbranded Camado, which was fantastic, loved it, and it served me well for about four years before I'm quite heavy-handed.
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And um, this thing didn't have what they call like hydro hyd hyllum, not hydalronic, but they called the hydraulic hydraulic hydraulic, yeah.
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Sorry, hydraulic um hinges.
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So I was like slamming it down every time I was using it, and little cracks started to appear, little bits started to fall off.
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The kind of gasket went, and I was like, Okay, right, I'm really gonna have to try and like think about what I'm gonna do next.
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And I thought I'm loving this so much, I'm gonna have to invest in something a little bit better.
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So I um basically saved up for a Camado Joe, and I thought, look, it's the end, it this it was this time last year, and um all the sales were on, and I was like, go big or go home.
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I'm going for a Camado Big Joe.
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Um, so I got one of them, and I absolutely love it.
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He's my pride and joy, he's probably like my soulmate probably love that thing, and um yeah, so but along the way before that, I had invested in a um obviously a Weber 57, gotta be done.
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Um, just off like a selling site, one of the Irish selling sites, and um love that as well.
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Uh a few others along the way, I got a Smoky Joe for camping and a little go anywhere because who doesn't need to go anywhere in their life?
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Um glow and pizza oven, and I procured a little 1991 um Weber, little blue Weber, a little bit rusty, but I kind of repaired that, and uh he's on the go now as well for small cooks.
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But I have to say I do most things on the the big Joan, so that's where I'm at.
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But I want to get a blackstone that's next to my hit list.
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It's a blackstone or a Traeger Ranger.
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Uh nice.
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So I we've both got a Blackstone.
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Uh Dan's yeah, Dan was lucky enough to get one from Blackstone.
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Uh I had to I had to put my hand in my pocket.
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Uh, but Dan my Dan managed to get the one with the air fryer, although I don't believe he've used the air fryer yet, Dan.
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Have you?
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No, because of where my setup is, and I'm very lazy, I don't have an outdoor plug near it for the air fryer to go in, and I like using the flap top so much.
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And if I and honestly, not everyone will feel this way, but from all the outside barbecuing, I'm more like if I want to do something that an air fryer would normally do, I'm gonna do it on my Camado anyway.
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I'm I'm not being the only thing that I am tempted to try it for is like if the kids want chips or something, I'm just like, it's like are they that much faster?
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Are they that much easier?
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It's just nice to be outside cooking.
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But um, I I've had it for almost a year now, and I still haven't plugged it in.
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Really, whereas like the flat top, I use it often.
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We use it for pancakes on the weekends.
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It's great.
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Uh, quite often now, if I've got friends over, if I'm doing something low and slow on the Camado, or I've done beef ribs or pulled pork or something, and I've taken that out and I'm doing something else on there, like chicken, then I'll use that for burgers, sausages, or if I'm reverse steering a steak or something, I'll use it to get like proper flat Maillard effect on there and the crust.
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Yeah, it has a bit of crust.
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Yeah, exactly.
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But um oh, and you've been a bit more like adventurous.
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You do like I say adventurous features aren't adventurous in the land of cooking, as it were, but like outside, you know, that sort of thing.
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Yeah, yeah, there I I thoroughly recommend you get one.
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I think just for that kind of uh I suppose it just stops you doing uh frying anything, right?
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There's no need to like fry anything indoors anymore.
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Like you just that that's exactly what the Blackstone will do.
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No, I actually use a um a flat kind of grill every day in work.
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I am a full-time kind of cook um barista and uh baker in a local um coffee bar and bistray.
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So I actually use a flat top grill like every single day, and I'm like, oh god, I wish I could bring this home.
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So I didn't need one in my life, and I don't think it's gonna be very long now.
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No, I think they're really reasonably priced as well.
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They actually are, yeah.
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You know, I've got the uh 28 inch with a hood.
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I haven't gone for I didn't go for the 36 in the end, but I think that's an you know, for a family of four, you know, for uh that that absolutely suits us.
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Um you can get a full English on it, that's pretty and pancakes as well, and all of the rest of it.
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Yeah, and older children, younger children, how like how many what what kind of ages of your children are we talking, sort of feeding?
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Yeah, teen uh one's a teenager, uh and one's not far off a teenager.
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Well, that's perfect because I have 13 and 11, so that sounds about right for me.
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That's same as me, 13 and 11.
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So you can quite comfortably do that on a 28.
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Um but actually we in most interestingly enough, we sort of we we um spoke with Blackstone and Corbin, who's kind of come over from America and he's like the European salesperson, marketing brand ambassador.
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I don't know what he's doing, yeah.
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Best title, but um he was actually saying, and then he did it at Sizzle Fest last year uh about cooking pasta on the Blackstone.
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Oh, I think I was talking to him at Sizzle Fest last year.
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Yeah, and he did he did a sample of it uh where it was like you know, like tortellini, and then you kind of spritz a bit of water and tomato, spinach and garlic, and with a bit of pesto, and I tell you what, it works really, really well.
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Yeah, but I I think you'd have if you use a flat top, you would love having that flat top at home, I think, with the blackstone.
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So what what else is on your what else is on your hit list apart from Blackstone?
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Because I again it must be like myself, it's always never-ending, there's always something else.
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Yeah, see, with me, it's like I see something and then I want it for a while, and then I look at it, and then I ask a lot of questions, and I talk to the guys on Instagram and look at them, and I bit the only thing I don't really want is a Traeger, like a big old Traeger, you know, because I think I don't want to say it's cheating, and I'm gonna refund them.
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No, we do all the time.
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It's you know, it it's I think I don't have one.
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Um, Owen has one of the easy bake ovens, as we like to call them.
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Um I've sold it.
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I've sold it.
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You've sold it.
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There you go, Kaching.
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Um, but it's I I can understand why people like it because for casino.
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I can consistency, there's nothing that can go wrong, yeah.
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But it's it's not what I'm looking for when I'm cooking outside.
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If I'm cooking outside, it's I want to be burning stuff.
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I want to be setting fire stuff.
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Yeah, I want after I did um Big Burrell Festival a few weeks ago, and I'd really love something like um a tag with like a Santa Maria, like just proper overwood charcoal, you know, just open fire rather than enclosed, because I've not really cooked like that, you know, apart from sort of when you're kind of first get into barbecue, when you're kind of I I guess you see your parents do it when you're young and they're cooking, you know, they're burning the sausages, the insides are raw, and they're like cremating some burgers and a bit of chicken on like an open kind of grill.
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Um that's the kind of only kind of live kind of fire you really experience until you kind of get into barbecue, I suppose.
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So yeah, I'd love something like a Santa Maria so you know, level so you could you know control the heat from a level kind of you know perspective, than just have an offset area and a non-offset area.
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So uh I I we've we're very aligned, Kate.
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I have just purchased a Somerset grill, a sardo grille.
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No way.
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Uh I yeah, literally what three months?
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Yeah, it was about three months ago.
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We're so I sold the Traeger and the money that I got back from the Traeger, so I had the ironwood 885, the you know, the fairly larger one before the timber lines and stuff came out.
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Yeah.
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Uh and then I'll put that into a Somerset grill.
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And oh it's so much fun.
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I'd say it's brilliant, Craig.
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Yeah, uh to the point where you know, like again, sort of saying about saying it's a bit easy and cheating, you know, like when we we sort of tease uh we sort of did a lot of teasing around, well, you say that about gas, right?
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It's just it's grilling outdoors, it's not barbecue, obviously.
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Yeah, yeah, yeah.
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It's just mouthful cooker.
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Yeah, exactly.
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But what I've actually found now is when I use something like my Weber, because there isn't the fire and the flames and all there's no not as much theatre.
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I'm I'm almost a bit like, oh I've just put it in the chimney, I've tipped the charcoal in.
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But it's it's interesting, kind of the more you get into it, the different styles that you get used to, so it then changes your perception of uh other things, you know, other areas.
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Yeah, so no, I want to try new things and I want to kind of explore a different route because I'm so used to using a Camado now as that, and that's that because that's what I kind of basically learnt on um smoking and barbecuing in general, just in a Camado and then kind of smaller versions of it, kind of an enclosed space with charcoal and either off or onset.
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So, yeah, I want to really kind of go down another route now and try a bit more kind of light fire cooking over sort of open open fires.
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Well, you know, you were saying about potentially going in for a Traeger Ranger.
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Yes.
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I suppose for the portability of it, right?
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Yeah.
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Somerset Grills have just launched a Somerset Asado Go.
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So it's a mini version.
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Oh wow.
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It's about 800 pounds, so that's probably what, about 1100 euros, something like that.
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I would say so, yeah.
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But it it's, I think from a size perspective, it's fairly similar to the size of a Trake Ranger.
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But it's but it you get, you know, you have the crank in it up and down the level, and it's wood fired, but it's just a camping version, so it might be worth having a look into that.
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So you get the best of both worlds.
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I definitely will be saving my tip jar money for something like that for sure.
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Might take a while, but I might get over here.
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So just out of interest, uh I'm I'm gonna skip ahead somewhat now in that you mentioned obviously you were at um the festival a couple of weeks ago, and I think obviously we've been following you for all for a while, and and it seems that you've been doing a fair amount around kind of demoing and and and kind of being at at festivals.
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How do you go from five years ago starting on a comado to now being part of the circuit, I suppose?
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Yeah, I don't ask me, it's absolutely mind-blowing to me.
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I'm like, I have the worst amount of like imposter syndrome when I go into these things.
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Like, Sisalfest was bad enough.
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I was like, why does anyone want to come and see me?
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Like the big grill was even worse.
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I was just like, why the fuck do people want to come and see me doing what I do?
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I'm like a backyard ma'am.
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I'm like at home with like the kids doing their homework while I'm out there in the barbecue shack, and like it's like, but I think again, that's why it's kind of relatable.
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It's like that's exactly what I was gonna say.
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Having a look at your Instagram just and scrolling through it, what you're cooking, there's huge variety in there, but you can tell there's a lot of skill gone into it and a lot of love.
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The photography and colours are fantastic, and I think if people feel that they can see someone replicate that and show them how, but with that back garden feel to it and authenticity to it, it's a bit different than when like a chef goes on stage and talks.
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I'm not a chef, I like I would never call myself a chef.
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At work, I'm a cook, you know.
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I I cook at home, I'm a cook, at work, I'm a cook.
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I've no formal training, it's just I do it out of pure love and the joy of cooking over fire and the outdoors, and you know, it's just it gets in your soul.
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Do you know what I mean?
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And then the food that you cook, and then it just brings people together, and then having your kids just go, oh my god, that's amazing, and you know, just like other people, and it's it kind of it just brings you so much kind of love and joy and passion, it's just it just all goes into it, and uh, I think everybody who uh cooks over fire for fun just has that feeling as well.
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So when everyone gets together, it's like complete geekdom, it's like you know, it's brilliant, and um yeah, I love it, I just really love it.
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And um I think people can relate to that kind of vibe of just like the the joy that that brings people, you know?
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Yeah, and do you find that across you someone are saying about when people come together and there's a genuine love for it, like you said, a bit of like a geekdom?
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Obviously, something like Sizzle Fest was very much set up for just getting all of the Instagram people after COVID together just for a big session on talking about yeah, and just talk about barbecue.
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And I appreciate it's kind of grown and and and diversified, and there's you know, uh new people coming into that.
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But do you find that in all of the kind of shows, like for example, the festival you went to recently, yeah, do you still find that there is that um dictum, you know, the the real passion for people that come to see you and want to talk about barbecue and the technique and the love and do you even get that on the bigger festivals as well?
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Yeah, absolutely.
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And like I was only on one of the smaller stages, you know, like say your main stage at like Glastonbury and like I was on one of the little tents, you know what I mean?
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I was like off to the side, but even at that, I was like mind-blowing to be there, and the people just make it, it's the people asking the questions, it's the people that want knowledge, it's the people that come along and you know want to know more.
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And um, some of them, you know, aren't necessarily into barbecue, they'd come with someone who is, and then they go away going, Oh, that's what I'm gonna do.
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And you know, I can do this too.
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You know, it's brilliant.
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It's it's the kind of knowledge you can impart to other people and get them involved and like passionate about cooking over fire and in the outdoors and everything like that, and supporting your local butchers as well.
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Like a lot of people like, oh, where do you buy your meat?
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And I'm like, Well, my local butcher, because I want to support local, I want to support my local butcher.
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You're gonna be the first one that whinges when he closes down in you know two years because he's not had the support from local people because you've all gone off to your German supermarket and got the cheap shit, and you know, it's all about like uh finding what works for you and uh you know making it kind of great, I suppose.
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Looking at it uh from a slightly different angle, yeah.
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How how do you find the presenting side of it?
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And more from an interesting point of view for me, the first one you did, how did you feel in the run-up to that?
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And how did you deal with it?
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Because it's very different cooking something, even at a festival where people could just walk up and talk to you, compared to almost doing a session on a stage.
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Okay, how did that feel?
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Completely honest with you, terrifying.
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I was terrified.
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Like I said before, complete imposter syndrome.
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So on the Friday of the Friday night on Scissors Fest, I got absolutely wasted.
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Yes, Kate, that's what we want to hear.
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I had been out.
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Well, we arrived into Southampton at probably what we got to Sisser Fest about 9:30 in the morning when it was all the setup was going on.
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I very um briefly dumped my bags because I brought a couple of the girls over with me for like emotional support.
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A couple of my best friends.
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Um, we met up with um John Rellahan and he was like, let's go and get something to eat.
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And so we ended up like in this little barbecue place in Southampton, like drinking spicy margaritas and pickleback shots before the day had even really begun.
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And then obviously the Friday night party hammered, and then yeah, I did my demonstration absolutely hanging.
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And um, yeah, it was it was cool, it was fine.
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I I kind of got it together and I did it, but it was um it was terrifying actually like cooking in front of so many people because I again like the imposter syndrome set in, and I was like, why do they want to come see me cooking chicken wings?
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This is ridiculous, you know.
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Like, why am I here?
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And like, oh, I don't know.
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I need to get over that.
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I probably need to go to therapy or something.
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It's everyone has it, right?
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Everyone has it, all walks of life, all jobs.
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The dirty secret that no one wants to talk about is that no one knows what they're doing.
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Exactly.
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Normally, if someone thinks they know what they're doing, they're an arse, right?